Thursday, April 30, 2009

Piper.

We put my dog down April 6. I still find it hard to bend over and pick food up off the floor. I'm used to a mobile garbage disposal.

The thing that made us finally put her down was that she was having a hard time keeping her balance and her eyes were darting frantically. She was panting heavily. It was just too hard to watch.

I wish I didn't already have another dog (by marriage). I don't know if I can manage putting another loved beast down. Even though Piper was obviously miserable, I can't help but be sad every time I think about her. I just wish she could still be here. I know it's better that she's been put out of her misery and it would be selfish to keep her alive, I can't help but wish she were here. She was uncomfortable but she gave me much comfort. I miss her. Most of what I need to say I have already said in this post.

3 comments:

MJ said...

I don't even know Piper but I love her. I understand how horrible losing a pet can be. After my cat and dog both passed (when I was in high school) I vowed to never have a pet again. Aaron changed my mind and even though I know she's mortal, it's worth having her with me. In the end, Lucy will be worth the suffering.

Trevor said...
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Trevor said...

piper was one awesome dude. enough said.